my wish

11:48
My wish never came true
The two ones flashed up
I crossed my finger tight
"Ready, set, WISH"
I yelled in the gut of my soul
(sigh)
Didn't happen
Why is she getting my wish?
Hours
Weeks
Months
Tip toe down
Layers of new wishes now
My wish
Gone.

Ashleigh's birthday weekend! :)

So I couldn't think of anything inspirational to write about, so I will write about my weekend! Thursday Jo spent the night! We went to see Jarami at carvel, we ate ethiopian food, we watched movies, and caught up on a tv show we love! Friday I had a college prep meeting to go to. Then Kenzie came we dressed up and went to pick up Ashleigh! It was her birthday Saturday so we went to Japanese Steak House and the mall on Friday night. They both spent the night at my house. We danced the night away! :) We woke up early to get breakfast at chick-fil-a and go see the movie, "Fame"! Saturday night my dad took me, Brooke, and Mark all out to brixx!
Today I went to church and now just relaxing and doing some homework.

Dear...

Dear ______,
I have always wanted to write this note to you. It's hard to not even know your name, or where you are, or even if your out there! I do know one thing, we will meet one day. That day will come and go like any other day but you will stay. You will never leave me in the good times or bad, and sickness or health. Hand in hand is where we will always be. I see bonds destroyed between man and women like nothing ever happened. Our bond will stay firm.
I wonder what you look like. You better look good! Please come join me soon to finish off our life long journey. How long will we be together?
I want a big family. You better like kids. Adoption has always been on my heart. Biological kids too. Be like my dad, never for a second make them wonder if you love them. Please come soon.
Have you even thought about me? I think of you daily. The mystery of what your doing has always come to my mind. Do you know how much your loved even not knowing me?
I hope you get this letter and remember to wait for me. Please don't waste your love on any other girl.
I love you.
Hope

Classification of High School!

Life to me is one big classification table! For example, school. I have classified school into the days of the week like this:

Freshmen year = Mondays!
Why?
Freshmen year is all new. Beginning high school. New building. My freshmen year was very hard academically like waking up on Monday mornings.

Sophomore year = Tuesday!
Why?
Sophomore year is a little review of freshmen year. You still have two more years of school just like at my school... two more days of school.

Junior year = Wednesday!
Why?
Even though I haven't been a junior I have heard stories. Junior year is so close to the end that its almost annoying. Like you still have one year after it. At my school we only go Monday through Thursday to school. So wednesday is the 2nd to last day of the week like Junior year in high school.

Senior year = Thursday!
Why?
I LOVE Thursdays! Its my easiest day and the last day of the week. Senior year will be hard to prepare for college. But if you get most of your classes done in previous years then you will have an easy Senior year!

That is my classification of high school!

Things I love!

I love many random things. They make each day easier and more enjoyable. Here are some of the things I love:
-Snuggling up with a blanket and sipping hot chocolate on a rainy, cold day.
-Thursdays at 2:20!
-The words of, "no homework"
-Seeing people you love
-Bubble baths
-Knowing my family is all safe
-School cancelled
-Walking the streets of Ethiopia
-Sleeping after a long day
-Having a good hair day
-A unexpected gift
-Sleeping in
-A Caribbean Way Smoothie
-Naps after school
-Finishing homework
-Holding babies
-Sleepovers
-Laughing
-Jackson coming home from college
-Midnight swims with Dexter
-Full pantry
-Going to Chick-fil-A
-Going to the movies
-The Naked drinks
-Japanese Steak House
-Playing in the rain
-Having people over for dinner

These are just a few of the things I love. I could go on and on! What are some of the things you love?

God Hears!

Have you ever thought praying is a waste of time? I have been there! I didn't see a need in praying so I didn't. I didn't until my school all went on a mountain trip 3 years ago. We were supposed to go white water rafting one of the days. But there was a shortage of water because of no rain. They called us and basically said it was cancelled. All of us in denial prayed and prayed it would rain! We started praying around 9 pm and I am not kidding it rained right at 9 pm through the WHOLE night! The people called us back and said we could go!
I never really experienced anything like that before. I mean I would pray before dinner with my family. I was only praying because I had no choice. When I was alone and had the choice, I never prayed.
Since that day I have been praying openly with God. I tell him how I feel all throughout the day! Crazy things like the rain incident have been happening a lot since I started praying a lot.
I know it may be hard to pray for some people but I promise God hears and will not leave you hanging!

Labor Day weekend

My long labor day weekend is over. Today I was pulled out of my comfortable bed and was put into the busy halls of my high school. What a difference. It was a little body shock to wake up extremely early. So much so that right when I came home, I slept for 2 hours! It felt good!
Labor Day weekend is in honor of people that work. I consider myself working at school. I mean people do math for a living. So I am glad I just figured out I can celebrate another holiday for myself. In order to celebrate you have to have fun. Oh has this weekend been fun! I spent the night with Siara and Jo on Friday. That was a bast! Saturday I went to Ethan and Ashley's football game. No it is not coed, Ashley cheered! :) Sunday I went to church then out to eat with some friends. Monday I went to Matthews Alive with Kenzie and Ashleigh!
Yesterday my brother, Jackson, left for college. :( While it was very sad and emotional for Ashley and Brooke, I just wanted to say good-bye and get it over with. Don't get me wrong I love my brother and will miss him terribly! But, I don't like having emotional memories being the last memory. I don't want to think the last time being with him was an awful one. Therefore I kept it simple and tear free. I think I just hasn't hit yet. This weekend will be the first weekend without him. That will be when I shed a bucket or two of tears! ha.
I have lots of homework tonight so I better pull myself away from my blog and start.
Happy late Labor Day!!